Kitchen table
Oyster tang, a misty salty morning,
sky ridged like the roof of a dragon’s mouth
grazing on lilies –
I am thinking of far blue islands,
crosscurrents deep in the sky, paua under rocks
and bronze kelp swirling
flocks of muttonbirds skimming the water
the black wings beat and glide above clear green
North-east over trees and houses
the harbour and dark blue hills
far and clear, pylons striding westward
to the power lodes of southern lakes.
Above us, Motupohue,
staunch full stop at the end of the land.
Chilly and sweet
sunshine in Liffey Street
Clouds flee and gather, darkening for rain
wind whirls around the black hill
and slams down on the town,
sunlight blares through bright between indigo clouds
At the kitchen table
my pleasure is handwriting
in lissom superconducting ink
in silence but for the fire and the fridge
The wind sings,
The borer are eating the house in tiny bites.
I sprinkle an oven tray with flour
like stars, like snow, remembering
being newborn, held in arms
and carried to the window to look out
at snow and stars in sheer delight –
Slow rain prickles on the iron roof
and then the roof dissolves, storm-sluiced
A thunderbolt cracks over us,
writes lightning on the sky.
The wind in eaves, in walls and windows
draws a sound from everything it passes
a meditation within the sound
a voice, murmuring
Within the tall quiet house
built of the heart of trees
a poetry of memory and time
There is a listening quality
of silence in the house
Amethyst light in the hallway,
the sky outside like a gull’s wing
Currents of grief and laughter `
flow through the days changeable as weather,
chaotic, fruitful, resonant – laughter and grief,
anger and tenderness, shadow and sunlight
chasing each other across the landscape
Their supple vines weave back and forth
through time and wind-pierced weatherboards
to hold us all in a creel of love
In time
things arrange themselves, patterns
evolve from chaos, times arch
from darkness into darkness
etched by light, by love, laughter
life’s abrasion.
Time is place,
the house sleeps, flames whicker
in the Shacklock No. 1 (Improved) coal range
her warm cast iron heart
Spare old house, archaic, threadbare –
surely in its oblique dimension
the soul does not desiccate
as the body does with age,
but burns the brighter for long life.
The wind sings, the house listens
I write at the kitchen table.
The law of Murphy reigns
that what can happen, will,
and consequences bloom like clouds
beyond their butterfly cause
resolving and dissolving
as if they never were
except for memory,
a star at the edge of sight.
In Liffey Street
Time dimples and spins
like the surface of water.
Cilla McQueen